Not Like Your Typical Klepto Farewell

smokey · April 8, 2016

So with the way my life has unexpectedly took the turn for the ultimate worst; the day is upon me. Tomorrow is my birthday, my 21st. Why is this relevant you ask? People love sharing with everyone that it's their birthday simply for the fact that its 'their day' and that they can do whatever they want to do because it's their day to do so. Now with that being said shouldn't my birthday be my day as well? Exactly, tomorrow is my day and I will choose to do whatever I want. You're probably wondering where this whole topic is going, we'll get to that soon. This is something I've thought about for a very long time; something I've tried to do a few times. But, with no avail I give myself more chances hoping for the better and wishing for something to give meaning to my life. With the recent actions of my run in with the law it's made it apparent that my life is over. Everything that I've worked for will now perish along with all my goals and dreams. I spent years and effortless amount of time to achieve my Bachelors Degree in English Literature to pursue my dream of teaching English. After 3 years, countless hours, and about $50,000 I achieved my goal. But now with the current events that have took place that will never happen. iOSGods it has been a pleasure. Had one hell of a time on this site, made countless friends and memories that I hope those whom I share those with I hope remember too. Now I can name quite a few people who have gave their Goodbyes to come back 1-3 days later, but sadly, I can't come back. Tomorrow is The Beginning of the End for me. Crippling Depression is one hell of a illness. "So why is this something you needed to share on a hacking forum, smokey?" "Well Anon, I'm not looking for attention, I'm not trolling (my life is already a joke ). Simply, I am just wanting to tell everyone to goodbye." In all retrospect I don't and won't regret doing such. I only wish the pain away from friends and family and that's why I am choosing tomorrow to do it. Why make 2 days very uncomfortable for them when I can simply make it 1? Now please don't try and stop me because half of you still live with your parents and haven't experienced any reality in life. Now, not only that, but also, that it is my choice to do something. I will be AFK after posting this as since I am in write mode I'm going to continue writing my Will before i get Writer's Block. I'll be back on here and there for the remainder of my day since I have to hide. I want to give a special thanks to Terbs, DiDA, Shmoo, Mohammad, and Micky. You guys are the best.

DeathScripts · April 8, 2016

Man.. You running from the law doesn't necessarily mean the end of your life, it could mean a new beginning, just do what you think is the best but just know that there is always a way out of everything, don't do anything stupid.. I love you